There's this state when you have a lot of things happening around you and your breath is on hold for the things that are gonna happen next and it's like being in the middle of storm, only that the aftermath probably won't be as bad. I feel as if i'm in that state right now, but only coz i've been very comfortable where i am, living life as it is, moving and growing slowly. Very slow at times, maybe even stagnant. And now that i'm doing something about it i'm filled with anxiety and fears and hopes and more fears and worries. amireadytoleavedo iknowenoughwhat willhappenwheni stepoutistheresome whereicangoto willitbebetterthere? Sometimes the fear gets a lot bigger than i am that it's so easy to step back and say i'm grateful and contented with what i have right now, and i know it's not a hundred percent true.